Lately I've been walking a lot. I've been thinking about a song. Don't know which song it is. Just a song. I'd like to sing it out loud. Or scream it out loud. Yeah, that sounds more appropriate. Scream it out until my insides explode. It doesn't matter to me. Just scream until everything explodes and changes on its own. Everything. I don't want to change. Don't want to change my stuff, or the way I see people. But everything does. Change is everywhere. Always. And no matter how bad I want some things to stay the same forever, they won't. Things will never be the way they were a week ago, or 5 months ago. Ten months ago. A